Saturday, January 15, 2011

Expression

Still living up to my blog title, I'm a tad unnerved at how and what I wrote 5-6 years ago. Still, I'm grateful I haven't deleted any of it. While I don't wish to find myself in a p-trap or ask for a line these days, I do find myself enjoying the lines I've been thrown over the past years from friends, family, circumstances, etc.

I plan to use this blog to help me clarify my values, thoughts, and understandings. As a visual processor, I find that the writing process is possibly as great a teacher as the listening process. It's often that I come to understandings after my attempts to communicate that understanding. Case in point: after completing 3/4 of the last sentence, I decided that learning and understanding happens in a circular manner as I attempt to express it orally or literarily. I'm not sure how others internally process ideas and concepts of an abstract nature before they speak them, but perhaps with more practice I'll be able to combine the two processes so that my words have more potential for clarity to me before they are spoken.

To this end, I'll try to focus as much on structure and process as content. It should be a decent exercise of intentionality, clarity, and multi-tasking within one medium. Typically, paper-writing with a thesis (a point), structure, and direction takes multiple writings, revisions, and procrastinations. I'd also like to explore means to make the process more efficient, but my first inclination is that a consistent "doing" will be that means.  Time and consistency will tell.

I might even have to change the URL. Might.